minor things
There is this one element to life which I feel my parents left out of their "teachings" which is that life just doesnt work out the way you want. Things you wish to happen, people reacting the way you want, words spoken just as you want them to be spoken, it just isnt the way life really works. I have to remind myself of this. today mostly, i had to remind myself of this. I feel like I need to keep reminding myself of this.
I feel like im living in a dream world. im wishing certain words to be spoken and i have to remind myself daily that life isn't this way. the things i want and need are just not happening. i want so badly to live in this dream but its not right.
im just wondering when life will work out the way i want it. when will i "get right"
life can be so tiring. so heartbreaking but its life. its not about what wine you choose, its about whether you jump in the seine or you are pushed in the seine. god dammit. life is so real sometimes.
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Hey-hey! Sorry I didn't reply earlier!
Well, on the 7-10 I'm actually working, my day-off that week is on the 10. What will you be doing over there? I live a bit down south, in Santarém, about 2 hours by Intercidades train. You going over work or leisure? If you came down, like to Lisbon, I'd ask my boss to give me my day off on the 9th and we could meet there or something. What do you say?
Hey-hey! Sorry I didn't reply earlier!
Well, on the 7-10 I'm actually working, my day-off that week is on the 10. What will you be doing over there? I live a bit down south, in Santarém, about 2 hours by Intercidades train. You going over work or leisure? If you came down, like to Lisbon, I'd ask my boss to give me my day off on the 9th and we could meet there or something. What do you say?